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Shacy

from Heartfeldt by Blackenart

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And for those I have offended I am sorry. I truly am. If I made it seem like I was trying to hurt you; I really wasn't. If it seems like I left you or whatever the fuck you want to say. I am sorry; it was not my intention. but it seems like I drift away from people sometimes like that of the drops left by the melting ice cream cone. I just think I over think too much and focus too much on some details but miss the big picture. I look at myself and see little as I gaze back only to leave myself to my ambiguous thoughts.Why? I could only conclude it to be driven by my overthinking and anxiety. But do I think I am a bad person? sometimes I do.
however I always start thinking about my experiences and all that I've done wrong and all that haunts me.. sometimes it happens because I don't always feel accepted by people but that's not always because I tend to be alone , its not like company is avoided but, for some reason, isolation relieves the loneliness. when i am with others, i have no excuse for being lonely. I don't really have an incentive for writing this to the public but maybe i'll look back to this a couple years from now only to say this is bullshit.

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from Heartfeldt, released May 15, 2013

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Blackenart Lowell, Massachusetts

I walk around in a daze...
my hollowed out interior
filled with smoky gloom,
choking off all joy.
Just as life begins to clear,
I gasp aloud at the realization,
you're not here;
you never will be again.
I wilt like a waterlily
in the desert.
I walk around in a daze...


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